I have a
life theory I want to share with you.
The theory
is the following.
Many times, life is a matter of synchronization. In most cases, synchronization that doesn’t
happen. Take my friend for example. She spoke to her boyfriend about seeing
their relationship a bit more seriously than just the odd fuck in the weekends.
She did not mean marriage, just a more decent behaviour, for example going to
the movies together or for a drink, and so on. He did like her a lot and cared
about her. Just not enough to make the extra effort to have a relationship instead of someone to use as a fuck toy.
She gave him a lot of chances, again, and again. In vain. Today, three years after they split up because of his behaviour, he still sometimes sends her
messages to ask her if she is ok. In reality to ask her if she is available and
they can get together again. This seems absurd to me. I mean, he had her and made no effort to keep her. What does he want from her now? The answer is simple. They couldn’t for the
life of them find common ground at the time. He didn’t want to try or he was
not ready, or he couldn't deal with it. Perhaps he never will. Bottom line being, my friend shrugged and
moved on. Well, it certainly wasn’t that simple.This is the short version. She cried, she yelled, she thought about going back. But reality is very crude in its simplicity. No-one can wait for someone else. Life does not wait for you. You can spend your time waiting for someone else, someone else who may NEVER be ready to follow, or move on. My friend decided to move on, he stayed back. Sad? Certainly. Two people who genuinely cared about each other are now total strangers, not even speaking anymore. It boils down to choices.
Even as write this I can see my choice and don't like it, but it's the only one I am left with.
It boils down to choices and priorities. And self-respect.
So- goodbye.
It was nice knowing you.
I hope you live and learn.
I hope I live and learn.
Thank you for teaching me.
It's time to move on.
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