Cathairs, the universe and everything

I have been feeling weird for the past week; dizzy, weak, disoriented. My sleep hasn't been good either. It's nothing new. From ti...

"From this flesh my spirit longs to break away.  Did you ever feel this cosmic circumstance was never enough?  Wake me slowly if ...

Sometimes I wonder why this world is as fucked up as it is. It is pointless wondering, I'm well aware of it. And yet I wonder. I...

Take a person made by their very nature to hope and merge, and teach them by tribulation after tribulation, by one death after the oth...

Some winter nights are tranquil. Masses of clouds travel fast in the sky and the cold is not unbearable. I stare at the moon and distan...

Remembering my dead pets tonight. I wonder what kind of masochism urges us to adopt, when it only means we're going to have our he...

That's what I keep telling myself. Again, and again. They cannot stop me unless I stop. They can't stop me unless I give...

  I have been dragging my feet, feeling sorry for myself. Working in a job I hate does not help. The tide floods me inside, red as...

Every fucking summer the same old. My blind tomboy died. I had found him last September, sick, blind, about a month old. I raised him...

The blog is undergoing maintenance right now. This means my sorry butt is currently erasing excessive labels, adding labels to really...

I began this blog in 2005. There is a massive amount of work in it, and I always thought it should not be done for any other reason than t...

  I need to post something for two reasons. One, both music and performance are fantastic. Secondly, I can't bear to see the photo...