Cathairs, the universe and everything

I am restless. I can’t calm myself and I don’t even want to try. I partly know what’s wrong, but there is nothing I can do to make thin...

Ok, now I am seriously wondering. What’s wrong with me? Have I become so skilled at suppressing my feelings I fully lost contact wit...

Is the circle I am about to re-open appropriate? Is this circle right? It appears so. November 2003 to November 2005. Two full ye...

It's funny how I see the bars of my cage everywhere.  I see them in what makes other people comfortable. In relationships, famil...

My second blog is slowly growing. Only a few posts yet, but I am getting there... https://mostlyamused.blogspot.com/ Or the first ...

Why do I bother myself with what your problem may be when you are out there to get what you can? Then again, dreams have no emotion...

Some people have a gift they should be shot for. Or deified. And yet they're humble... I just finished watching the Mist, based on...

[Wonderful art by Royo] Today I am wondering again if you are happy. Of course, it makes no difference what I think or believe. It...

Been writing erotica for three days in a row. Perhaps my head will explode and LET ME BE at last. And I am not even ovulating. Mah.

  Sometimes days pass in a hurry, like the fluttering wings of a bird. Sometimes the hands of the clock get stuck and go nowhere a...

Literally. Last time I weighed myself I almost got a heart attack. But never mind this. Let's hope my next boyfriend will be muscular ...

You do realise... ...that there should be a law AGAINST men who naturally have this colour of hair, don't y...

  Hello my conscious self, Reality didn’t just slap me in the face yesterday. It slapped me with a door in the face. Just as I thought t...